All Alone

The light hurts my eyes
The pain hurts my heart
All alone I sit
All alone I cry
Voices echo words
words I don't want to hear
The music is playing softly
this song makes me cry
My only company is the phone
No one is home to call.
All alone I sit
All alone I cry 

Hungry Stars

I laughed with you last night,
I held your soft hand last night,
I hugged you and held you tight.
Now you're gone.
You're sweet, quiet laugh
has disappeared with the stars
that heard it, and took it
and cherished it.
Your hands are cold,
not warm and soft like they were.
The stars could feel them,
and they wanted them too.
Your body and soul together
were too much for the stars
to resist.
So they took you,
cherished you,
and loved you.
Did I forget to say I love you?
Did you know I did?
Do the stars know that I still do?

Goodbye

I felt for a pulse, there wasn't one,
I felt for his soft breaths, there was none.
I knew he was gone, away from me now,
Why did this happen? Please tell me how.
I beat his chest in anger and fear,
His shirt was wrinkled and damp with my tears.
In one last plea to reverse this waste,
I pressed my lips to his, his dried tears I could taste.
Our future together has now gone away,
You took it with me when you died on this day.
Now I can say my love is so true,
and today, part of me died with you.
I remember how you were so carefree,
And just how much you meant to me.
I held your hand, it used to be so soft,
Now that softness has all been lost.
I saw that fatal cut, so red,
I wish I could know what was in your head.

Dingy Gray

Hidden under umbrellas of dingy gray,
not seeing their friends, just rushing away.
I left that city of gray behind
and let these colors engulf my mind.
The animals also let their fears go free.
and came into the rain to enjoy it with me.
All of the creatures were saddened by
the people rushing here and there.
Giving no thought to emotions
or feelings they could share.
All of the people with faces so straight,
rushing alone to their important dates.
All in the field prayed to Heaven above
for our Father to show this world how to love. 

Forsaken

I have mended my broken heart before,
but now it's shattered all over the floor,
I tried to regain all of my lost love,
and I knelt down to pray to Heaven above,
For help to find the pieces and to put them back,
and to try to fill in all of the hidden cracks.
But Heaven wouldn't answer, I was alone,
I guess my friends were right, I guess I was shown.
You aren't there for me,
Now the pain no one will see.
In the depths of a corner where I dwell,
I have forsaken Heaven and gone to hell.
I asked Satan to take the pain away,
he told me to watch you for just another day.
I watched you close although my heart it hurt,
when it was over, I got a razor and removed my shirt.
Down my arm I carved your name,
I was out to kill this time, not to maim.
All over my pretty pink floor I bled,
then I lay still and was finally dead.

Left me alone

You did it again, you left me alone,
by myself to face the night on my own,
I told you I could not stay by myself
but you left me, and I went for the razor up on the shelf.
I didn't want to do it, but you promised me,
but I was alone, why couldn't you see?
I was shaking when across my wrist I cut,
in my ear echo's your words, "I do care, but..."
With a bloody towel I dried my tearful eyes,
and tried to forget all of your terrible lies,
From my eyes another tear fell,
as I closed them and opened them back to the depths of hell.
To this eternity I didn't want to be a part,
But you placed me here when you broke my heart,
You left me alone,
To face the night on my own.

I slipped away quietly

I slipped away quietly so no one could hear,
Deep in the darkness so no one saw the tears,
No one would notice my presence was gone,
No one would find me till way after dawn.
With shaky hands I carefully tied the noose,
I checked it once, then twice to make sure it wasn't loose,
I hung it from the ceiling and checked it once more,
Then I climbed down and crossed the room to lock the door.
I quickly slipped in my small, round head,
and hoped and prayed that I soon would be dead,
I kicked over the big wooden chair,
and in my face fell my soft blond hair,
I did it ever so quietly so no one could hear,
and down my cheek fell one last lonesome tear.